A Sudden Sense Of Clarity - Descend

When laying outside on snow covered ground

I seem to have complete control

Over every flake falling down on me

What is this feeling inside?

Absence of dissonance denies me rest

A calamity I never thought was possible

Affecting me with severe distress

What am I to do?

My limbs are stiff

Paralyzed

Movement is not an option

I sense the staring eyes from miles away

Leave me be

Leave me alone

Where’s the savior?

Where is he in his very essence?

Where’s the leader

The beating stops

My final breath is taken

A blanket of snow

Nature bids farewell

Preparing for the eternal sleep

An endless walk towards the nothing

Prepared for the eternal sleep

I feel the cold no more

What did I devote my life to?

As the light slowly gets devoured

I smile and everything is clear

I’m on the verge of something

A sudden sense of clarity

I close my eyes and then I fall