In Case You Haven't Noticed - Heart To Heart

There’s something wrong these days

I’m running on an empty tank and you can’t fill up on pain

If that was the case I’d never, no I’d never need anything

I’m like a clock without a face spinning aimlessly in space

I’m spinning on and on and on

This is my life laid on a plate and I hate the fucking taste

It’s a civil war I just can’t battle anymore

Been trapped in this hole for so many years

And I’ve been searching for a shovel

For my surface, for my view

And I won’t find them anytime soon

If I keep thinking too much this hole will fill up

It’s not the first time but it’s the worst time

And I feel like I’m out of sight out of mind

I let it pass me by.

It’s crazy to think that I

Have lived over half my life and I’m not even twenty five

It’s 11:12 and I didn’t make a wish

I’ve been driving through tunnels without holding my breath

I’ve been walking under ladders, and I’ve been throwing mirrors just so I

Can watch them shatter

(On and on, my life goes on.)

And in case you didn’t know this I’ve been down on my luck

And in case you haven’t noticed I am set to self destruct

I’ve been desperate for changes but I’ve been looking in all the wrong places

(I went looking for the man upstairs but he just wasn’t there

Well it’s time that I change my ways cause' this shit just isn’t working out

for me

It’s time that I start giving a fuck

It’s time that I start picking myself up

Cause' this Puerto Rican/Italian is a rambling man

I’m a gambling man

And even if the odds are against me I’m gonna take my chance

And if die I just ask one thing, make sure this shit keeps playing.)