The Man You Think I Am - 1984

There’s a hole in the map I hold

Sucking up my paths

This life I have

It dives so well in the night

Ch-ch-chew the gum and wait

Till the flavour restarts

I’m in waking state

The real is fake in your mouth

Oh while you change I stay the same and doubt

Try to build or try to flee the house

I wanna mend but I won’t command your eyes

The trust is out, you watch me like a tender past

And the man you think I am, he’s not anymore

I slowly slide off not to face up to the ghosts

Ch-ch-chained to a path I will never control

Day after day disappears my name of your thoughts

I’ll get down the ladder, down the ladder

Knife the leather, knife the leather

And my heart is heavy, my heart is heavy

My heart now sings, but my heart now sinks

Go home, I will never go home, I will never go home

I will never go home, I will never go home

This silence I will shout in your ears

Is the last breath I got, last tongue ‘fore I vanish for real

Will it ever change

Is there any chance

That I ever get out?

Go home, I will never go home, I will never go home

I will never go home, I will never go home

This is the last breath I got