Black Sheep - Hopsin, Eric Tucker

And I act like I don’t give a fuck, but I do give a fuck

And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin' up

Maybe I’m thinkin' too much, am I caught in my feelings?

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

It’s like the rain is fallin' on me, you don’t know what I deal with

Oh, I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

Oh, I’m the black sheep

Fuck, a nigga just don’t fit in

No one close to kin

I write about it so much I done broke my pen

And I’m so sick of pretendin' my life is so dandy and flawless

I’m stuck on a road to Hell

Fightin' demons but I let 'em drag me across it

While everybody happily applauds it

Tell me what caused it

Was it Monroe High?

That’s where I went to school at

All the black kids said I was white-washed

And the white kids said I was too black

When I skateboarded I got booed at

At lunchtime I was who they threw food at

I was tryin' so hard to cope with it

I really wanted to run up on campus with two gats

And just (ahh) let loose

Put some niggas in the E.R. for tryna treat me like a retard

Where the fuck does my future lie?

I can’t see far

Momma’s little sweetheart, he developed an attitude

Picked up a mic, that’s a Hell of an avenue

He gon' take yo' ass to Hell and then back with you

Life is a class you can tell I’ve been absent to

My massive doubt has got me wrapped around

And then it drags me down a bit

I don’t know how to cast it out

I try to rap profound so you could laugh about the shit

Truth is, yo, I never laugh

I’m lookin' for wherever Heaven’s at

The black sheep, they won’t let him past

They would rather get together

Tie him up and then behead his ass, got me hella sad

Listen!

Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you?

Like the world is never gon' need you?

I always do, every day is déjà vu for me

And I act like I don’t give a fuck, but I do give a fuck

And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin' up

Maybe I’m thinkin' too much, am I caught in my feelings?

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

It’s like the rain is fallin' on me, you don’t know what I deal with

Oh, I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

Oh, I’m the black sheep

That nigga whose brain is off, I am that

My train of thought left on Amtrak

I take the loss and I stand back

I can’t play the cards with no hand clap

I can’t recall when this damn crap

Became so overwhelmin' I started rebellin'

«I hate» is all as I stand as

Never got no love from my niggas

And no love from the hoes, pinned up in a hole

Tryna climb out the Devil’s dark lab, but the oven is closed

I don’t ever leave the house much

I never really thought this would be the outcome

Wish I had a window I was leapin' out from

My family is yellin', «Please, Jesus, help him!»

When I’m out in the real world, I feel like nobody knows me

What if this whole time I’ve had an issue and nobody told me?

See, this cold heart isn’t cozy

Am I below par and I don’t see?

I’m so disconnected from Earth

My hands are out so far but they won’t reach

Should I get in a coffin?

Not many niggas would wanna kick it with me

Unless they were gonna benefit of it

Motherfuckers never interested in knowin' me

They just be just itchin' for Hopsin

I’d be frontin' if I act like it isn’t a problem

I done shed tears contemplatin' my suicide in my room

Isn’t it awesome?

(Fuck no!)

Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you?

Like the world is never gon' need you?

I always do, every day is déjà vu for me

And I act like I don’t give a fuck, but I do give a fuck

And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin' up

Maybe I’m thinkin' too much, am I caught in my feelings

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

It’s like the rain is fallin' on me, you don’t know what I deal with

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

It’s like the rain is fallin' on me, you don’t know what I deal with

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

It’s like the rain is fallin' on me, you don’t know what I deal with

I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)

The black sheep (the black sheep)

Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?

Oh, I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)