Compare Yourself to Who You Were Yesterday, Not to Who Someone Else Is Today - Akira the Don

I’m a Clinical psychologist and I spend

20 hours a week for 25 years

Listening to people tell me about their lives

And those people were people who were just barely hanging on to the bottom of

the world

Up to people who were so successful you could hardly believe it

Being a clinical psychologist if you really listen is like

Being immersed in a Dostoevsky novel all the time

You know

Because it’s amazing what people tell you if you listen to them

Because they’re so peculiar like

They’re like penguins or rhinoceroses or ostriches

They’re unlikely creatures

Well you gotta improve right?

And you might think

Well, I’m a real fixer-upper and

I’m really embarrassed about that

Cause there are 50 things wrong with me

And Like look at that guy and

So now I feel all terrible because of the comparison and all of that

First of all, it’s unfair

Especially by the time you’re about 30

Your life has become quite idiosyncratic

Let’s say your life has eight dimensions

Family, friends, intimate relationships

You’re

Individually

Positioned in all those dimensions

Your life isn’t like anyone else’s life

And so, you see someone who’s doing better than you

It’s like you only see in one dimension at one slice of time

So it’s not reasonable

You don’t have the whole picture

And then you

Get down on yourself

And take the spirit out of yourself

And you get bitter and resentful

There’s nothing good about that

But you do need to improve

There’s not as much of you as there should be

So, what’s the comparison?

Well that’s easy

Just say okay well here’s my position

In time in space right now

Here’s my

Virtues and fault

I can be

A little bit better tomorrow

In some minor way

Well

That’s the right comparison

Cause you are very much like you

Everything is the same about you

And so, it’s the perfect comparison

You just don’t have insight into the tragedy of someone else’s life

You might think well he’s rich and successful

It’s like

Yeah but you just don’t know

You don’t know what his relationship is with his wife or his children

You know you don’t know that he’s gone through two divorces

And his daughter won’t talk to him

And one of his kids is schizophrenic and

The point is

You should be better than you are

But it’s not because you’re worse than other people

It’s because you’re not everything you should be

And so, you got to pick the comparison right

And then that’s also ennobling

And instantly hopeful

There is absolutely no doubt that you can be slightly better tomorrow than you

are today

There is definitely something that you can do today

That will make you slightly better

For the next day

Always

Okay

You’re 85

You have Alzheimer’s

You know

You’re done

Sometimes you’re done

Most of the time you’re not

And most of the time there’s something within your grasp that you could

Put right

See that’s the fundamental issue

It’s like, life is tragic

It’s full of suffering and it’s full of malevolence

There’s no doubt about that

And it’s brutal

And it’s more brutal than you can even imagine in some ways

Or willing to imagine

But there’s something you could put right

And we don’t know what would happen if you put everything you could right

If you put it right

And then we don’t know what would happen if everyone did that

But you can be certain that it would be less tragic

And less malevolent and so

Like

You don’t have anything better to do (Distorted)