Phoney Icons - Ad Vitam Aeternam

Lost moments blown away…

They are wounds time cannot heal

I looked at you as a friend

I looked at you as a guide

I wanted to be perfect

Perfect as a child

I looked at you as a friend

I looked at you as a guide

I just wanted to be perfect

But all your trusted were phoney icons

All I ever felt, I never could forgive

All I ever dreamt was far out of reach

I never thought it would

Come out to this.

I never thought

You’d reject me like this

I looked deep inside your mind

I saw the pain you tried to hide

Well, your look was so pathetic to me

I looked deep inside your mind

I saw the pain you tried to hide

Then I saw you lying as screwed as me

Now it’s too late

All I ever wanted, a little peace of mind

All I ever trusted are things I left behind

I never thought it could turn out like this

I never thought it would get sour like this

Cause I’m hooked too

Your heart turned to stone, it makes me

Sick to hear that all we felt was crap!

Do you see what I am at?

I love

You best but you played in with me

Why did you throw the Jack of Hearts

Away?

I can’t make it anymore and

I feel hopelessly weighed down

By your eyes of steel.

You know

There are wounds time can’t heal

You slipped away, your world is not mine!

Recurring memories emerge with the

Fear of darkness, a cool breeze down my spine

Lost moments blown away, let there be a sad mood!

Phoney icons are just synonymous

With love, hate, death and freedom…