Contemplation - Aeveron

Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me

I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life

The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell

Had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right

from the start

No god there to save me;

was there ever one?

Reflecting on this I slowly raised my head from the pillow I had rested on

Shadows danced on the walls, laughing at me with their hellish grins

My weary eyes followed their grotesque movements across the grey ceiling

Desperation pervaded the dusk-filled room

An air of depravity joined the gloom that surrounded my cadaver-like body

It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in

The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth

It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in

The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth

There I lay in the depressing and pale grey

At this instant my soul was grasped by despair

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see

Would a bullet in the head forever set me free?

Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me

I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life

The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell

Had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right

from the start

No god there to save me;

was there ever one!!!

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see

Would a bullet in the head forever, forever…

There I lay in the depressing and pale grey

At this instant my soul was grasped by despair

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see

Would a bullet in the head forever set me free?