Bitter end - Agathodaimon

Once I sat down and pondered

About a sense I have wondered

I have searched my deep, inner core

And I said… to think I shall not anymore…

The thought has aged me whole

It ruined body, mind and soul

Oh, thoughtless if I’d been born

Couldn’t wail, nor could I’ve been torn

Fetid thought, spawning curse

I shouldn’t invoke thee anymore

Only pain and suffering you brought

The worst disappointment you are

I’d want to live without knowing

In this world or in it’s following

Since then, misanthropy

My alibi you should be

And when the grand dark hour falls

I’d be far from mankind’s calls

Into the great wide I would dive

Unaware if I am dead or alive!

Once I sat down and pondered

About a sense I have wondered

I have searched my deep, inner core

And I said… to think I shall not anymore…

Fetid thought, spawning curse

I shouldn’t invoke thee anymore

Only pain and suffering you brought

The worst disappointment you are