Contemplation - Alliteration

I’m analyzing myself

So I can figure out what I’m doing

Because this makes no sense

Why am I alone at every turn?

I’ve given more than most would like to admit

But still I won’t find the thing to bring me happiness

I don’t know anymore

I’m underneath this metaphorical sea

I’m anticipating everything that won’t help me

The taunting fear that’s haunted me for many years

Still won’t help, nothing is ever gonna help

I’m underneath this metaphorical sea

I’m anticipating everything that won’t help me

And it hurts

'Cause these bad days

Keep adding up into months

And the ugly truth is, I’m not who I want to be

Try to do the right thing when it’s not what’s right for me

I am the problem

I am all that’s wrong with me

Maybe I should take some time

To take some responsibility