Failvre - Alpha Wolf

I am sorry

The alprazolam rejects me

Please just pick up the phone, things are not that ugly

We’re alright, im okay

Translucency to reluctant faith

That everything won’t be okay

But how long would it take for myself to suffocate?

A black hole prescription;

an addiction

In hopes that things will get better

A black hole prescription;

An addiction

Things are not getting any better

I’m sorry mother, i never ever wanted this

But now i’m so goddamn close to pulling a sid vicious

I sold my heart to the tables, let the alcohol win

I swear i never ever ever, meant for this

I should have grit my teeth, kept it together for the kid

But these oxys always got me spitting shit

You told me its with life, you learn to live

With your body exposed, perpetuate oblivion

And i know, it gets you off

With my hands around your throat

Perpetual failing, consistently bleeding

Over and over again

What does it mean this time?

Does it mean you actually love me?

Was it just a fix?

So you’re not like me

So goddamn lonely