Exit - Amoral

This was not my intention

this is not what I wanted

But I rattle the cage

when I start feeling daunted

I can’t explain why

this just had to be done

And I’m so fucking sorry I wasn’t the one

This was not my intention

I really need you to know this

To be a shadow beside you

always there yet deeply missed

If I could take all your pain

and make all of it fall on my shoulders

In a heartbeat I’d do it

I’d never make you go through this

I welcome the turbulence

I need the unpleasentness

This comfort zone is choking me

Can’t help this restlessness

Forgive me for doing this

This is not where I need to be

As for the hurt

I guess it’s inevitable

And the black

The black will wash away

To turn it around

Is to come out the winner

Make it good again

I’ve been going in circles

so much for «live and learn»

Not even surprised anymore

When I find myself getting burned

Why do I tear it apart when

all the pieces are finally together?

We all should know by now that nothing is forever

I’m walking with no-one

I’m not walking at all

Just staying still for a while

as this guilt trip is taking it’s toll

To disappear from the world

hide here in this nest of mine

If I give this some time will everything be fine?

I guess it’s inevitable

The black will wash away

To turn it around

Is to come out the winner

Make it good again