Sound Silence - Antillectual

i hear you live your life at night

no tomorrow within sight

one night stands and selfish friends

supported by beer booze and boys

it is just one of those nights when you don’t want to stay up

can’t believe i am watching dawson’s again

your last reminders inspiring me your last remainders burnt

can’t believe i am watching dawson’s again

but you can not write ‘home' without writing ‘me'

and you won’t become my definition of home

the closer you came the further out of reach you got

the more sound the silence became

i haven’t drank since i quit sleeping i haven’t eaten since i swallowed your

shit

not needing anybody i’m afraid i’m just needing yours

i hope he knows what he has got because i sure know what i have not

what’s with this silence how could i’ve missed its message

the phone that doesn’t ring the feedback that doesn’t sing

screaming to me at my face in my ear i should have known better