Sometimes - Bilmuri

I open wide as I feel locked up

I feel his cold voice gripping my neck

I hate everything around me

I feel this bitterness around me

I’m not good enough

I was never fucking good enough

I throw my heart out onto the floor

I get chewed up and spit out again

Like a piece of fucking trash

You move on to the next one

Don’t leave me

I’m not good enough

I was never fucking good enough

I’m not good enough

I was never fucking good enough