Add Noise - BIV

I wanna tell him I’m grateful

But don’t trust his angle

Why the times gettin' hateful

I’m wakin' up to a shameful

Face the mirror and dangle

Lace the rope till I’m angel

Pops didn’t want his son

Till it seemed he could bring in the funds

Could you give me some?

It’s like you was there for a minute

But can’t see the damage you done

Poison your lungs and drink till your numb

I know you hurt, but you don’t adjust

Wasn’t enough, nobody trust

Now I hate living as much

Now I hate living as much

Now I hate living as much

Mama tryna rise me right

Can’t feel my spine

You got all this time, don’t worry it’s fine

Half past 9 and I ain’t sleep all night

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometims

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I’m gonna los my shit or maybe I already did

I don’t wanna miss just being a kid

Innocent but I had my fits

I couldn’t tell what it is

Thought I was normal like this

School had me panickin', worse as it gets

Couldn’t get grip

Life was a bitch and I wasn’t ready for shit

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I don’t wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

Remind me again

How you gonna be my friend

Stuck in my head, maybe they hate me instead

Maybe I’ll never get up out the pen

I’m sorry you had to be there when I was practically dead

Inside for hours, wouldn’t get up out of bed

Sleep 'cause the pain didn’t follow me then

Hate myself more than anyone could

Life never felt so good, whoops, misunderstood

I would’ve ended my shit if I could

I would’ve ended my shit if I could

Sick of this shit

I send my love but I’ll bury it quick

I’m paper thin, my patience dim

I’m hiding in sight but won’t let you in

Fuck it I guess I’ll try living again

Fuck it I guess I’ll try living again