On My Own - Blitz Kids

I’ve been living in and out of alcohol for so long now

That every time I try to wrestle with the truth, I’m lost on how

I’m a liar and then some, I’m a cheater at best

I’m sick of this wet noose around my neck

I’m going forwards, looking back

On everything I never had

Under the weight of all the qualities I lack

And I know it’s time to change

It’s time to finally act my age

Make amends with everyone I pushed away

Don’t leave me on my own

Until I’m fully grown

I’m not gonna be the only one

To reap what I don’t sow

Don’t leave me on my own

I’m difficult I know

I really need a chance to be someone

Someone I’ve never known

I’ve been living in and out of my own head for so long

I can’t recall when I let my heart behind the wheel

I’m a self-righteous hypocrite and I always think I’m right

But still you’re asking me to spend the night