Rookie - BoySetsFire

I never thought this could be me

I guess you never do until it"s happening to you

Like all the fun turns into shame

And all the «could have beens"rearrange

So little time, so many crimes

Guilt like a chain chokes my will away

Redemption never seemed so cruel

And all my gods never seemed so weak

Wake up, engage, now derailed and enraged

It used to be so easy

Get up, I"m game, now sick and I"m tame

Counting cost with lost

Where is the hope they gave?

Don"t think that I can"t hear you laugh

I used to be a lot like you

But now I"m only me I used to be a lot like you

But now I"m only me, I"m only me

«Drinks to pills to shots,

Fun turns into shock

A habit and a pawn

For every hand goes round

The pain gets so damned loud

the hammer hits.»

.and I"m down and I"m down and I"m down and I"m down and

Trust no one.

Hey, why should I?

They gave me this poison dressed like life Cheated, smacked up and diseased

Cry to sleep and fight to eat

I used to be a pro at this

Now I"ve broken my own wrist

Rotten teeth and life unsung

You"ll forget me when I"m gone

Wake up, engage,

now derailed and enraged

It used to be so easy

Get up, I"m game, now sick and I"m tame

Counting cost with lost

I used to be a lot like you

But now I"m only me I used to be a lot like you

But now I"m only me, I"m only me