California - Brea

Don’t tell me how to believe

I know it takes a little time

And all I’m doing is trying to get by

But it’s killing me just to try

Feel like I am wasting my life

And I don’t wanna give up

What if I’m not strong enough

Don’t wanna be what I’m not

But I’m giving all I got

Cali

How was I supposed to know

If this is really it

Why do I feel like letting go

Cali

I thought I knew I was gonna be

I was ready to show them all

Why do I feel like I’m not me

Why do I feel like I’m not me

But I knew every word

Man I had it all down

There was nothing I forgot to say

How did it all turn around

And why did nothing go my own way

Cali

How was I supposed to know

If this is really it

Why do I feel like letting go

Cali

I thought I knew I was gonna be

I was ready to show them all

Why do I feel like I’m not me

Why do I feel like I’m not me

And you were some kind of a dream

Was it all a fantasy

Was it really meant to be

And they all said this was the real deal

Now how am I supposed to feel?

Cali

How was I supposed to know

If this is really it

Why do I feel like letting go

Cali

I thought I knew I was gonna be

I was ready to show them all

Why do I feel like I’m not me

Why do I feel like I’m not me

California