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I lay wide awake at night

Knowing I won’t sleep

Days are passing by

Anxiousness will bury me

I’m so lost in this blizzard in my head

I’m envious of the dead

A melody without a rhythm

No grace to uphold

Surrounded by panic

There’s nothing else to enfold

You’re still haunting me

I feel I’ll never really leave

There’s nothing left of me

You drained my life

I’m incomplete

We take our time

But that’s all we have

I’d rather die than let this moment last

I’ve been searching for answers

To find some sort of absolution

But nothing matters in a life of disillusion

I can’t begin to put myself back together

Do I trace the past that lead me here?

Is this a dream?

Tell me something

Tell me anything

Am I lowering my grave?

Is there more to life than this?

Just say anything

I’m only human

There''s only so much I can take

Give me a reason to cut my losses

I’m still losing faith

We take our time

But that’s all we have

I’d rather die than let this moment last

I’ve been searching for answers

To find some sort of absolution

But nothing matters in a life of disillusion

Nothing else matters