Find Me - Buddy

Goin' crazy outta my mind these days

So much shit I gotta decide these days

Listenin' to all the lies they say (say)

Startin' up my car, I’m tryin' to get away

Seems like I’ve been drivin' all day

Smokin' and drinkin' all by myself

Hopin' and wishin' I find myself

Lost and alone

Come find me

I just wanna feel loved

Come try me

Lost and alone

I’ve been lookin' but I haven’t found nothin' yet

She been trying to kick it all the time, but I’m just

Posted, chillin' all by myself

Weed crumbs on my thumbs gettin' high as hell

Kush smoke, chase it down with a little liquor

Then I hop off the freeway just swerve through the city

Got cop lights behind me, damn, I hope they don’t kill me

Like, whoosh ahh

Calm down, rubbin' on my temples

I’m smokin' and drinkin' all by myself

Hopin' and wishin' I find myself

In the late night catchin' a vibe by myself

Lord willin' we don’t die tonight we gon' fly tonight

And I fly by myself

Realizin' that I can’t hide from myself

Close my eyes just to see what’s inside of myself

I cry by myself

Lost and alone

Come find me

I just wanna feel loved

Come try me

Lost and alone

My sister say I’m changing a lot

Someone by the water finally made it straight outta Compton

Father callin' me like «Son we hardly see you at all

Yeah I know you out here shinin' but you can’t do it all by yourself»

And I can hear the voice of my mom

Tellin' me to pray for understanding, wisdom and knowledge

Wish I knew what I know now back when I dropped out of college

Sometimes I feel like I can have way more shit accomplished

It don’t matter cause

I’m smokin' and drinkin' all by myself

Hopin' and wishin' I find myself

In the late night catchin' a vibe by myself

Lord willin' we don’t die tonight we gon' fly tonight

And I fly by myself

Realizin' that I can’t hide from myself

Close my eyes just to see what’s inside of myself

I cry by myself

Lost and alone

Come find me

I just wanna feel loved

Come try me

Lost and alone