Nothing - Carcosa

I found bliss in nothingness\nIt snuffed the light in me to show me everything\nSo when I look up to the stars at night\nI feel the solace in the pale moonlight\nWhat’s waiting on the other side?\nWhen I close my eyes\nThe blackness covets me\nIt lulls me to sleep\nEuphoria through misanthropy\nIt leaves them begging\nBut I’m left pondering\nWhy do they cling so closely?\nTo the idea of the pearly gates?\nHolding it tight to their chest\nAs if you are welcome at his behest\nSearching for answers\nFinding plenty\nRealizing that everyone is empty\nWhat is the afterlife?\nBut a figment of our imagination\nSynapses firing rapidly, prolonged by lucidity\nSee past illusions, see past the path that they have laid\nThere’s never been a reason to be afraid\nSee past illusions, see past the path that they have laid\nPurpose is man made\nI found bliss in nothingness\nIt snuffed out the light and showed me everything\nSo when I look up to the stars at night\nI feel the solace in the pale moonlight\nI have nothing to be ashamed of, to be afraid of\nSpit your theories till you’re blue in the face\nBut I find solace in nothingness\nGrasping at straws and clinging to hope\nA lifetime of this is a slippery slope\nAnd you’ll continue to fall\nThen you’ll hit the wall\nWhere will you go when you lose all hope?\nYou’ll begin to spiral\nThe endless spiral\nYou are a part of nothing\nA drop of water in the endless sea\nYou are a part of nothing\nAnd you never will be\nYou are dust\nReturn to the earth\nProvide and nurture