Ceremony - Casey

So thoroughly convinced that the product of persistence

Was a love that I’d been told of when I was just a kid

I was wed to my misery in the hope that at the ceremony

You’d interject, but you never did

Now seven years on, bitter and resentful

I still contemplate what I did to deserve

The glimpses of affection you used to distract me

As you were filing my teeth to the nerve

I know you were the death of me, but still in spite of everything

I hope that you are finding sleep while I still lay awake

Although my throat is burning now, it’s still so quiet in the house

The emptiness you occupied is more than I can take

Tell me, are you ashamed?

'Cause I felt alone and you watched as I decayed

I slipped through your hands as I faded

I’ve tried to forget

But your love will make a museum of me yet

I hope you know how long I’ve waited

Though reservoirs of self-disgust have swollen up inside my lungs

Pulmonary Oedema is no substitute for love that once lay its head upon my chest

A comfort cradled motionless, but I have come undone

My love is not enough

I know it’s hard to watch your light fade from my eyes, but darling for my sake

you’ve got to let it die

My weathered hands have dug this grave enough

It’s time for us to bury our love

Tell me, are you ashamed?

'Cause I felt alone and you watched as I decayed

I slipped through your hands as I faded

I’ve tried to forget

But your love will make a museum of me yet

I hope you know how long I’ve waited