Thinking About Things - Catch 22

I just said I love you to a girl I haven’t seen since

December, I remember, she was close enough to me.

Now I’m growing up and throwing

'round some words to reassure,

that I’ll always love her, because I loved her once before.

And I don’t care cuz I’m backed into a corner, and lifen’s

not fair, so I’m breakin' all the rules.

Day by day don’t walk away.

you’ve got a good thing going on,

I tell myself it’s like throw it all away

or stick around.

Around away with it I

don’t wanna stay with it.

Pass it on.

Be strong,

hold on, not long ago and every day is the same

thing, tomorrow is the same thing.

I hold my head in my hand.

Everything that I do, everything that I say,

everything that I am, everything seems so wrong.

Am I dramatic or am I empathizing with myself?

If it’s selfish, I don’t want it, but I know it too damn

well to forget it.

Forget it.

I don’t want it anymore,

and I just said I love you to a girl I loved before.