Lie - Chris Miles

If I was dead, life would be easier

My mom would probably cry, I just hope that she don’t see me first

The thoughts in my head are making me lose all my sanity, I swear

And if I was dead, they’d go and post a million pictures saying that we was

family

And that they love me

But please just don’t lie to yourself

Please, don’t lie to yourself

'Cause yeah, I’m alive but I still don’t exist

But it’s hard for me to die when I never really got to live

I don’t fucking know

If I was dead, I hope they’d play my songs

My sister would cry, but people will move on

And I hope they do

Because everyone deserves to be happy

So why am I not happy?

And the drugs just distract me, yeah

All these voices give me choices and I think I need some help

And I’m long gone, do you miss me?

Do a favor for yourself

But please just don’t lie to yourself

Please, don’t lie to yourself

Please, don’t lie to yourself

Please, lie, don’t, don’t