Filth - Christian Leave

Everything was green when august came about

Fall was around the corner, and my year had just turned sour

I was trapped inside a little empty room

And Christmas time decidedly came soon

Oh I was trying too

Let it all just fade away

Oh I tried too

And you’re not the only one who’s having a bad day

Tried filling out the spaces, tried fitting in with my friends

I’ll bury my emotion in this social interaction

But I still feel alone and I’m still stuck inside

I might as well of bought a car and hoped that it would learn to drive

'Cause I’m not moving on

I’m just hanging out inside of my own filth

And I’m not proving myself to anyone

I’m tired of carrying around this guilt

I’m stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I’ve tried every way I can and

I’m stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I’ve tried every way I can

And as the seasons change my heart should as well

But there’s not much left that would impactfully compel

Me to restart and get up off my ass

Figure out some sort of solution instead of letting these moments pass

But I’m so tired

I just wanna go home again

And I’m so done with

Dealing with myself and all the issues that comes with

I’m stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I’ve tried every way I can and

I’m stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I’ve tried every way I can