Bedroom Ceiling - Citizen Soldier

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling

Would you have me committed for the things I’m feeling?

When I tell anybody else, it only goes in circles

Sick of oversharing till my face gets purple

No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling

Oh, this is so messed up

'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

Oh, let me spill my guts

With the only one that will never run

When I’m at my worst and I’m so ashamed

I open up and nobody stays

Oh no, am I that messed up?

'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling

You’d be more focused on fixing than who they’re killing

Don’t know why you cringe when I say I don’t want to live

Four inch concrete listened better than you ever did

No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling

Oh, this is so messed up

'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

Oh, let me spill my guts

With the only one that will never run

When I’m at my worst and I’m so ashamed

I open up and nobody stays

Oh no, am I that messed up?

'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

Let me be alone

'Cause I’ve already found the perfect therapist

Hanging from my home

And nothing feels better than to cry like this

Let me be alone

'Cause I’ve already found the perfect therapist

Hanging from my home

And nothing feels better than to cry like this

Oh, this is so messed up

'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

Oh, let me spill my guts

With the only one that will never run

When I’m at my worst and I’m so ashamed

I open up and nobody stays

Oh no, am I that messed up?

'Cause I trust this room more than anyone