always on my own - Convolk

Always on my own, never much to celebrate

I’m happy just to hesitate, happy just to lose

Everybody gone, looking for another day

I’m looking for another way of running back to you

Always on my own, wish I had some money

And I guess they think I’m funny, how they’re laughing in my face

I’ma prove 'em wrong, wish upon a shooting star

Then maybe I can make it far, I wanna run away

I can never show, none of my emotions

I’m a man, so I’ve been holding up my thoughts of suicide

Fuck, another low, everyone is passing by me

So I think of passing on, but I don’t want to die

I don’t wanna die that young

I don’t wanna buy that gun

I don’t want my girl to cry

I guess I keep telling these lies

Fuck all of this sad shit

How can I complain about anything, just imagine

Born into something so horrible, you couldn’t fathom

Is it random, random, r-r-random, random

Oh-woah-woah-woah

Woah-woah-woah

Woah-woah-woah

Always on my own, never much to celebrate

I’m happy just to hesitate, happy just to lose

Always on my own, looking for another day

I’m looking for another way of running back to you

I can never show, none of my emotions

I’m a man, so I’ve been holding up my thoughts of suicide

Always on my own, everyone is passing by me

So I think of passing on, but I don’t want to die

I don’t want to die, I, I