Debris - Counterparts

We know that everything, everything ends

At least that’s what we hope for

Plagued by our past

And we’re doomed to repeat ourselves

Afraid of the thoughts that dance in revolutions

And circle the mind like a snare

Binding me

I’m just trying to feel something

Cold and stale

Searching for warmth inside of every promise wasted

You wrap yourself around me

But I can only sense your presence

You’re nothing but a carcass

I’ve never felt more alone

Than I did on those nights I spent watching you sleep

You’re the furthest thing from me

And you’ve been there from the start

An empty shell

You’re vacant and it scares me to death

One by one

I watched them leave me behind

Like living debris

Fortunately

I know that I’m not worth it

I’m not worth it

In my purest form, I was never good enough for anyone

Why did I think that this time it’d be different?

I came bearing only the beat of my heart

And the best of my intentions

I tried my hardest but I couldn’t make you feel a fucking thing