Pity Party - Curtis Waters

I hate the mall

I hate the public

I hate the Sun

My eyes are burnin'

I hate my friends

I don’t deserve them

I hate their love

No, I’m not worthy

I hate their love

I’m suffocating

Build my own casket

Cover the casing

I love my mom

But she’s too perfect

I hate the fact

I’m always hurting

I wanna hide

I am a burden

I wanna hide

I am a burden

I hated school

I kept on flunkin'

Maybe I’m stupid

Maybe I’m learning

Ooooo-ooooweeweewee

I tried, I tried

I can’t be what you want me to be

Ooooo-oooweeweewee

I tried, I tried

I can’t be what you want me to be

I like the hospital

They understand me there

They cuffed my hands tight

Police car took me there

I made some new friends

I heard some stories

I know I’m not a failure

At least I’m growing

Where am I going

I’m on my own path

At least I’m growing

I’ll be my own man

Soon, soon

All this guilt Inside my brain

It’s gonna kill me

Tryna feel alright

My pain, it won’t leave me

I’ve been blessed and cursed

At birth with my feelings

All the shit I hate

The shit is the real me

Got my little brother here

He’s just like me

You can try again with him

Please don’t hate me no no

Ooooo-ooooweeweewee

I tried, I tried

I can’t be what you want me to be

Ooooo-ooooweeweewee

I tried, I tried

I can’t be what you want me to be

Ooooo-ooooweeweewee

I tried, I tried

I can’t be what you want me to be

Ooooo-ooooweeweewee

I tried, I tried

You have to make the right choice