I Was Once an Extrovert - Dead Leaves

Sleeping on the floor again

Going through the motions in my head

Thinking about the past again

Wanna watch the seasons change

I can’t

Used to adore the autumn leaves

You used to adore me

We grow up and we learn lessons

We just wanted to have passion

Used to think I was looking for a fire

And then I lost all desire

Thought that it would light the dark

Make my demons cower

I wish you would’ve never seen

The self-centered side of me

Just all the pages of the songs I wrote for you

I just want to get high

Tell stories like leaves do

You would understand

But I never took time

To let the smoke clear from my bedroom

I didn’t care enough to hide

Used to think I was looking for a fire

And then I lost all desire

Thought that it would light the dark

Make my demons cower

I wish you would’ve never seen

The self-centered side of me

Just all the pages of the songs I wrote for you

I saw my past

In the middle of the night

A dark deathly hand

Searching through my mind

All the words I spoke

Were haunting all my dreams

I never meant for you to forget me