Castles - Dear You

I’m watching castles crumble from my place inside the valley

I didn’t think we’d fall so fast

Jesus christ, it’s not our time yet

I’m watching things change from the front row

It’s sad to say the seat you took was always near the door

It must be all my fault

To think you cared at all

I guess I pushed to hard instead and drove you away

I’m watching castles crumble from my place inside the valley

I didn’t think we’d fall so fast

Jesus christ, it’s not our time yet

I took the front seat while the train slid off the tracks

All at once it hit me I was holding you back

I stood my ground

I felt everything change

It hit me all at once, I couldn’t make it stop

I never thought I’d be stuck in this place:

Hating myself for somebody else

What makes you feel like you were always right?

I don’t blame you

Now that the ship is taking on water

All I can think about

Is how this doesn’t feel like home anymore

I can’t force myself to keep my head above the water

If it doesn’t feel real to me