Cycle - Ekoh

Yeah I bet they love me when I’m dead and gone

Yeah and everybody’s gonna sing me songs

See I’ve been trying to get along

But don’t nobody know my name

And I’ve been sick of playing around with all these fucking games

And way before I lost my mind and my got wrist tatted

It sounded great when no one knew me and I didn’t matter

I didn’t care about the music I just hated how I felt

And so I did all of the drugs trying to find myself

Homie yes I be spitting this from the bedroom floor

When no one thought I would be anything better than a pilled out poet

Known it from the ground up

Started writing down some

Things that I was feeling

I didn’t know that I found love

And If I’m being real I still don’t know where I been going

Blowing candles out at every birthday with a wish to show me

Cuz I’m afraid of whats gon' happen if I don’t make it

But more afraid of what"ll happen if I do so

I got some issues creeping up that I will still ignore

I got some friends who might be dead but we don’t talk no more

And my girl tripping still worried about my mental

Health and I don’t want to take the pills that they give you

Issues running maybe I ain’t dying yet

Cuz even in depression I’m a god damn stubborn mess

This roller coaster isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be

And I’m just waiting for the day that I can leave

I know all the light will fade before I go

And this life, it feels like a cycle

Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes

I know all the light will fade before I go

And this life, it feels like a cycle

Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes

Now everybody has a change of heart

I take apart my own to find where I went wrong but don’t know where to start

And all the music shits amazing til it’s not

And I don’t know how long this high is gonna last so I just keep it up

These matters of emotion Trying to keep the focus

Working on a perfect combination for a magic potion

To happiness but its impossible to tell

Because the grass is always greener when you water everybody else

Yeah said I would never be anything what do you know

When I get to looking around at the people at shows

And all of them know the words

And sing them back like they’re letting go

Of the pain I know I’ll never have to be alone

Cuz inside we’re all the same

We run from everything

Low blows and wedding rings

Slow go down lone roads

And don’t cope with anything

Sometimes I wonder if this love will go away

Cuz, its still impossible to sleep so

I got some issues creeping up that I will still ignore

I got some friends who might be dead but we don’t talk no more

And my girl tripping still worried about my mental

Health and I don’t want to take the pills that they give you

Issues building.

Maybe I won’t make it yet

Cuz even when I’m winning I don’t know how to take a breath

This roller coaster isn’t anything I thought it’d be

And I’m just waiting for the day that I can sleep

I know all the light will fade before I go

And this life, it feels like a cycle

Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes

I know all the light will fade before I go

And this life, it feels like a cycle

Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes