Black Spots - Eldest 11

I can’t let her see what’s in my brain

In spaces between sacred and dark plasma strains

I’m better warm and dirty than cold and clean

I chose a side long ago

Monsters keep calling me home

But she don’t know…

Lord, don’t let her see me this way

All the black spots…

(For I am harm and she’s in the way)

Lord, don’t let her see my eyes have decay

All the black spots…

(For her) I’ll stay in sheep’s clothing…

(For I am harm and she’s in the way)

I earned my teeth but she’s in the way

I’ll carry the weight through the Drug induced daze

Hell can wait!

Young and naive, we’ll play hide’n seek

I chose my side long ago

Monsters keep calling me home

But soon she’ll know…

Lord, don’t let her see me this way

All the black spots…

(For I am harm and she’s in the way)

Lord, don’t let her see my eyes have decay

All the black spots…

(For her) I’ll stay in sheep’s clothing…

(For I am harm and she’s in the way)

Just stay empty bliss.

Sleeping… Sleep

What I was, I still am

I’m in love with her.

(Dormant)

I’m choking back the rage

Pull the trigger if I fail.

(BE READY)

Because I’m afraid of the strains starting to show

Lord, don’t let her see me this way

All the black spots…

(For I am harm and she’s in the way)

Lord, don’t let her see my eyes have decay

All the black spots…

(For her) I’ll stay in sheep’s clothing…

I am harm and she’s in the way

I’m choking back the rage

(For her) I’ll stay in sheep’s clothing…

(Can't let her see my eyes have decay)

I’m choking back the rage and hell can wait

I know you love me, but it’s my price to pay

If I fail, blow me away!

I chose this side long ago

For now, Hell can wait