catharsis - eli.

Some days I just wish I could stay the same

It’d be easy to remain as one thing

I’m stressed out and so tired of pretending

That I am something I’m not

The internet is abusive, it can be so intrusive

The shit you say carries weight, you fucking pricks

Bet you didn’t think about that, huh?

Bet you didn’t give a shit though, huh?

You can’t fucking think

Mindless entity

Don’t tell me what I am

Don’t try to box me in

Let me define myself

I am undefined

This is my catharsis, I’m telling you

I’ve been so god damn repressed

I’ve been too scared to lose

Some days I wish that I could go back

I wanna feel that want again

Yeah

This is a catharsis, the honest truth

I don’t fit the description you want me to

Some days I wish I wasn’t alive

I don’t understand the point

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

Fuck you I do what I want

Fuck you I live how I want

Fuck you I am who I am

You will never change me

Fuck off don’t label me shit

Don’t you tell me how you want me to live

I bet you still will miss the point

I’m more than one thing

Don’t tell me what I am

Don’t try to box me in

Let me define myself

I am undefined

This is my catharsis, I’m telling you

I’ve been so god damn repressed

I’ve been too scared to lose

Some days I wish that I could go back

I wanna feel that want again

Yeah

This is a catharsis, the honest truth

I don’t fit the description you want me to

Some days I wish I wasn’t alive

I don’t understand the point