John Doe - Endwell

Nothing to hide

Nothing to lose

The little things that sicken me and are eating at my youth

I’ve held my ghosts at bay and smiled everyday

But heavens says won’t shine on me again

Just like they shined on me before

I can’t be like that boy in chains

That was once adored

Apprehensive me

Independence me

I’ve spoiled every single thing

And running from the scene

It’s sad for me to say

At every show

On every stage

Pride overlooked

And out of blown P.A.s

To people I will never meet

I spill my guts

Why can’t these words free me

Never will I find my way back home

All the patience that I wasted..

Dreams I only got a taste of

All I thought would be

Everything I never should have done, I did

This is acceptance of the greatest things that will never happen

So here I stand

Unable to be saved

I’m paying prices for the things that I didn’t say and it depresses me

I’ve backed integrity but I’m finding brand new ways to channel energy

I’ve seem hell along the way

In every devastating blow

Handed down to me

I’ve seen sufferers like me

Still fighting for their dreams

Through battles obsolete

I have seen all despairs can bring

Heaven is unreachable

And happiness is fake

So much patience that I wasted…

Every dream I barely tasted

All I thought I’d see

Everything I never should have done, I did

Now I’m waiting for the end

To take away all of these wretched memories

I have given all of me

I gave you every f*cking thing

Listless, unbound

I’ve been set free

Golgotha Falls