Reoccurring Dream - Ethan Gruska

Heaven, help me, I don’t understand

Heaven, help, I’m having trouble reading you

You keep on showing up in my dream

A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand

If you’re blindsided, I’d have trouble blaming you

I’m good at hiding how I feel

Always worried what you’re thinking of me

And reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer

Why don’t I learn my lesson?

Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing

That just leads to depression

Heaven, help, I want to understand

I don’t know where to start getting close to you

But maybe you’re not running from me

I’m always pushing people away unknowingly

And reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer

Why don’t I learn my lesson?

Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing

That just leads to depression

Heaven, help me, I don’t understand

Heaven, help, I’m having trouble reading you

You keep on showing up in my dream

A reoccurring one where you don’t want me