The Delusion - Face Down

Dusk falls outside my window

As I turn into the other me

In my sleep I leave myself

And become totally free

In this state of subconsciousness

It feels so wonderful to hate

I can’t resist the tempting feeling

For the emotions to overtake

Oh God, I want to see you suffer

The pain you caused reversed on to you

Almost real, but still a dream

Without a sound, I can hear you scream

Every breath brings me further

Inside my vengeful mind

The trust I gave, you threw away

You killed my self esteem with a smile

I fight myself to forgive you

But I couldn’t hate you more

Every night I see you die

No kiss goodnight, just goodbye

Oh God, I want to see you suffer

The pain you caused reversed on to you

You took it all, so I’ll take your life

A dream of blood and a stabbing knife

With your blood and a piece of paper

I leave my legacy to mankind

These are my words of hatred

This is my book of blood

On every page I sealed your fate

In my diary of hate

Oh God, I want to see you suffer

The pain you caused reversed on to you

Almost real, but still a dream

Without a sound, I can hear you scream

Oh God, I want to see you suffer

The pain you caused reversed on to you

You took it all, so I’ll take your life

A dream of blood and a stabbing knife