Ruin - Fear Of Domination

I can’t see you;

I close my eyes

Memory of your smile is fading

A nameless fear consumes my mind

Lack of words and my own understanding

I don’t feel sadness nor regret

I would have not wanted it any other way

I watch you disappear

Hope you know that I would give it all

But can see your fading light

Hear the voices screaming out

Demanding echoes from yesterday

I am so mesmerized

By the demons of my own design

I’m ready to join the shadows dance

Cold is your bare skin under my hand

So distant and obscure

I see the shape of you

Burn down the memories

That we had to lose

But I will not forget

Never the shape of you

Silent is my cry

Like echoes in the night

Can’t turn it away

Rewind, rewrite everything, every time

I did my time, still stuck in this fight

Can’t make it go away

It will begin all over from the start

Tonight I will try

To remember my life

Can’t see through the mist

It must be found at the other side

Fragments of my mind

Past my face I’ll hide

Can’t get my rest

I’m so scared in my bed all the time