Rot - Foreign Forest

I hate being lonely

Yet I’m always separating myself

They don’t wanna get to know me

Or at least that’s just what I tell myself

Walk around like they all owe me

But really I’m just feeling bad for myself

'Til I feel like I’m imploding

Let it out with a text, what the hell

Was I thinking?

Why’d I have to go and say those things?

Baby, what the hell was I Thinking?

Why’d I say I love you back

Why’d I say I love you back?

Tricking myself so that I never notice

I’m losing my focus, I know that I’m hopeless

I’m just waiting for a miracle

Something that’ll tell me where I need to go

Where would they want me?

In the past they all would want, but never want me again

Oh well, So Long, I don’t want 'em

Don’t want 'em

If you don’t want me then I don’t want ya

When I wanna pretend, I’ll just tell you that I’m fine

While I’m crying, But you’ll know

That I’m out of my mind

Hold my hand, hold my hand

I need help right now

I could cry right now, but

I’d die right now in your arms