Null - Gaerea

Swallowed by Dejection

The cartridge I wore

The golden one was left behind

Perverse I secretly am

God knew it better

My scars could attest

My dispassionate pleasure

Ripping the skin from bone

The torment of flesh

The shell that encloses

As heavy as stone

My heart may endure

Under the sun

This Familiar pain

I assumed an ultimate form

Splendid and passionate

Pearls of hunger

Ripple through my bones

More sorrow than madness

Than I have ever known

Set the eyes on fire

Blazing Red

Inner screams

Echoes in my skull

Anger pulses

A trashing stream in my veins

My gnarled body

A trapping cage

A torturous smile

Indulgence blends with grief

They beg for more

But they do so in vain

My head still thrashes

Demanding to be heard

The boundaries between perception

And reality still dim

Transcending thoughts

For one day

Tainted body and mind

Will do nothing but obey

I am phenomenal

Fierce, strong, and audacious

I am proud to be owned

I’m honored to be His slave

With passion I serve Him

With gratitude I bend my knees

He awakens the deepest parts of me

Where once I couldn’t fell