Spite - Hail the Sun

At the core

I despise myself

Outside opinions and stinging precision:

I despise myself

Strings winding through my skin

Direct me

Connected to a grin

I’m forcing

I really hate what I’m saying

Send all my memories back with all the things

I don’t deserve

Distraught dark thoughts back on

I’m found frail

Feeling like a walking stigma

Lacking self esteem

Finite fail

Am I the only one against me

Trusting a disease?

Dark thoughts back on

A little darker this time

Anticipation of rejection

I’m holding hands with self-doubt

Hide the stigma

I was not always this way

Harem scare 'em!

Send back all the things

I’ll only burn

Watch me walking backwards

I’m found frail

Finite fail

Am I only one against me

Trusting a disease

As I despise myself?

I despise myself