I Will Never Exist - Heartaches

Drag me down to the sea

So I just can float away

Let me sink

And wear away into the depths

Forget all the pain from the depression

I have inside of me

Why is it so hard to feel alive

I need something to rebuild myself again

I will never ever exist

Will I ever feel alive

Or will this all run to seed

Nothing can save me from all this but me

Cause I can’t believe in something that I can’t see

In something that I can’t see

I’m surrounded by cold hearts and empty eyes

With nothing to fear and nothing left to lose

I’m weightless in my own miserable skin

Losing sight of who I am

Losing my self esteem

I’ll keep standing here

On the edge alone in the dark

I will never ever exist

Will I ever feel alive

Or will this all run to seed

Nothing can save me from all this but me

Cause I can’t believe in something that I can’t see

Trapped inside my own thoughts

Longing for liberty

Trapped inside my own thoughts

Longing for my last breath

Enough is enough, I’m done

I’m fucking done with all this shit

Longing for that night at the end

At the end of the tunnel

I don’t want to feel anymore

So let me be careless

Before I motherfucking crack

I’ll set it all on fire if I have to

If I have to

Trapped inside my own thoughts

Longing for liberty

Trapped inside my own thoughts

Longing for my last breath

I will never exist

I will never exist