Idiotic Dream - Hideous Sun Demon

We got out

Esoteric and wild

And I wasn’t proud

Formulaic and mild

And you act so good

Any act is a lie

But yeah we got out

And I resent all you who pulled me in

Coz I hate your limitations

And your idiotic dreams

It’s such a weak and aimless motive

And it’s sweating at the seams

Behind your party boy persona

And your fat shit eating grin

There’s a spineless stupid manchild

And it’s poking through your skin

We got out

I was livid and real

As the light went out

I was moving by feel

And it can’t feel good

Shrouded up in a shield

So we got out

We got out and now we’re reeling it in

Coz I got sick of temporary

Facile love of novelty

There is no weight what you’re selling

It’s void of all integrity

I didn’t work this hard to become

A cartoon figure on a screen

I’m not a salivating puppet

On a fame erotic dream

And now I’m trying

I’m trying to get out of this disgraceful mess

I know

I knew

I felt in my chest

When I

Was real

But now I feel I’m less

But it was something to do and it was just right there

And I got into

Some real ugly place

I saw myself

I saw it in my face

I knew

But it was something to do and now it’s gone played out