I Hate Myself - Home Grown

Deep down inside me, I feel I need a change

So sick of everything, it all just seems the same

Always unhappy, I cannot find a smile

Wasting my life away, I guess you can call it suicide

My life’s a waste

Nothing left for me to hate

I hate myself.

I have no friends

I’m treading water, I’m struggling by the edge

I’m sitting here all alone, I just can’t lose myself

My friends ignore me, they think my life’s a waste

They’re now my enemies, all of which I hate

Always unhappy, I got a gun pointed to my head

Will someone come help me now, before I turn out dead?