Something About a Bunch of Dead Dogs - Hot Mulligan

I am afraid of my grandmother’s notes

'Cause someday they will stop showing up

A sweet note and a couple of bucks says «I love you»

But the dead cannot love

And this grave, it means nothing to you

Still something sweet about the flowers and perfume

I assumed you’d live forever but if you are never gone

Then everything you do will never leave a mark

I will never understand my twitch

Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip

If you want peace, you will find nothing in me

Every day I am afraid I’ll see my family fade away

Every decision that I make is making it harder to sleep

If you want peace, you will find nothing in me

Who’d have thought that one of us would lose their lives

Oh, every night I lay awake and think that I’m the one that should have died

Ever since you left I’ve just been trying to make you proud

If nothing else then maybe I can take some pride in what I’ve done myself

I will never understand my twitch

Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip

If you want peace, you will find nothing in me

Every day I am afraid I’ll see my family fade away

Every decision that I make is making it harder to sleep

If you want peace, you will find nothing in me

I will never understand my twitch

Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip

If you want peace, you will find nothing in me

And I tried to find that in you