Solace - Iamjakehill

I got a, feeling\nThat I’m finna be getting my, filling\nI got wishes beginning to\nUnderstand I’m only one man\nWith only one life\nThat’s all I want\nDamn I gotta clean out the gutter\nThe rain hits the same pane and it’s pulling me under\nSlammed, wake up, a young Jacob\nMy makeup is tangled, in between a devil and an angel\nStranger things, I see it in my dreams\nDouble up the covers but it’s never what it seems\nAngry, jeans twisted in the seams\nHeart is in my pocket\nTake it throw it in the leaves\nI’ve seen things about me\nI believe reality’s\nTeasing abolish\nI’ll retrieve my solace\nI’ve seen things about me\nI believe reality’s\nTeasing abolish\nI’ll retrieve my solace\nI got something dark in my thoughts\nPick it up, throw it off\nGive it up, or go off? I go off\nI show off with words that are on my mind sometimes I rhyme to find\nThe peace of mind release the binds and shine\nShine like no one’s watching, life is not a movie\nIt’s more like an avalanche, try not to let it move me\nFeeling under pressure, that’s a true story\nI worry about the future, headed straight to purgatory\nMy heaven is out of reach, at least I’m close to the beach\nBut I would rather be on mountain tops, look over the siege\nNo rainbows, pain slow, guess it’s how the game goes\nSee the storm in distance, put on my raincoat\nI’ve seen things about me\nI believe reality’s\nTeasing abolish\nI’ll retrieve my solace\nI’ve seen things about me\nI believe reality’s\nTeasing abolish\nI’ll retrieve my solace\nOn a daily basis, I’m chasing places that only exist\nInside my head, and where I’m headed I’ll persist\nOn this voyage over the seas, I bleed, I know I’m breathing\nTrees seem deceased until it’s another season\nChanges, had some fallen dreams, re-arranged them\nTry to put the past behind me, still I feel the anchor weigh\nSave my sorries for some other day\nFeel like the product of misery\nBlizzards only in my way, but I trek, and I trek\nThrough the swamps, I won’t quit\nI won’t stop till I get to the top, to the top\nNow this is the destination I’ve chosen, the final place that I’m hoping I go\nto when I’m feelin' hopeless, now you know it\nI’ve seen things about me\nI believe reality’s\nTeasing abolish\nI’ll retrieve my solace\nI’ve seen things about me\nI believe reality’s\nTeasing abolish\nI’ll retrieve my solace