The Great Deal - Imaginary War

Couldn’t anyone tell me the truth?

'Bout the shape I disapprove

Couldn’t anyone take me by the hand?

And show me that I wouldn’t stand

It was about time to leave, to lose, to go,

to learn, to suffer, to break the dawn

to fulfil the wish of something new

and close the deal and follow through

It’s the end of the truth and the start of the real

Everything changed for the great deal

Only due to the loss and the pain and the fear I am here

Everything changed for the great deal

Was it all worth it,

that the kings and the queens were replaced by the ghosts?

Before then, I had a dream

that the kings and the queens are the ghosts

It became real, too real to feel, too hard

to bear, to offer another sacrifice

Couldn’t it be, that the thirty were there

just for you, to change me into what I care

So I should be thankful

for the gift they brought to me

I am still not sure if the great deal

it was worth it