Fallout - Imperative Reaction

I am the lost hope

I tried to never be

I am the drowning loss

You should’ve never seen

I am the last vein

To push the poison through

I am the fucking drain

Your efforts fell into

This is the fallout

Of believing in me

This is the promise

I failed to keep

This is the fallout

Of trusting in me

This is everything

I never wanted to be

I am the fear

You shouldn’t have to feel

I am rot inside

The hate that I’ve concealed

I am everyone

That ever broke you down

I am the fucking waste

I wish you hadn’t found

This is the fallout

Of believing in me

This is the promise

I failed to keep

This is the fallout

Of trusting in me

This is everything

I never wanted to be