Deadlock - InVisions

I’ve wasted time, wasted my own sanity

At home in hell, I am my own worst enemy

One slip and now the pressure’s caving in

It’s the same old shit but, shit, I’m not the same me

Let it in, I’ve opened up my heart to something deadly

Show me how to live when I can’t breathe anymore

And soak the diamond in the blood you wish that you could ignore

Lost in oblivion

Shit, here we go again

I’ll write the lines to my mind’s sick symphony

At home in hell but never let it get the best of me

That’s just the way it fucking goes

I wish you could but you’ll never know

And you’re a fool if you believe

Believe in me

And you’re a fool to believe in me

And now I’m counting each breath on death row

Lay low, you’re better on your own

I’ll pray the rain turns into snow

That’s just the way it fucking goes

I wish you could but you’ll never know

And you’re a fool if you believe

Believe in me

My every thought, my every thought is fucking diseased

Naive I know but I still hope beyond belief

That when it blows, the real ones know just what it means

To find a home for the emptiness inside of me

At home in hell with my misery

It takes its toll on me

It’s fucking killing me

It takes its toll on me

Oh God, it’s fucking killing me

Fuck

Can’t control it, gotta own it

Never gonna run if

You can’t walk the walk

It takes its toll, it takes its toll on me

Can’t tell you where we went wrong

But fuck it, life goes on

That’s just the way it always goes

I wish you could but you’ll never know

That’s just the way it always goes

But you’ll never know

That’s just the way it fucking goes

I wish you could but you’ll never know

And you’re a fool if you believe

Believe in me

My every thought, my every thought is fucking diseased

Naive I know but I still hope beyond belief

That when it blows, the real ones know just what it means

To find a home for the emptiness inside of me

At home in hell with my misery

Shit, here we go again

I’ll write the lines to my mind’s sick symphony

At home in hell but never let it get the best of me