Hear Me Crying - Jackboy

Standing in the rain

Been just tryna see, I’m tryna see if I can wash away the pain

Somehow, I maintain

Even though these crackers want me dead and locked up in the chain gang

Lord, do you hear me crying?

I know your love really real but I don’t know why we dying

I know that you see me trying

But I’m really in that field, I can’t put down my iron

Tote heavy steels, I can’t let you take me for mine

Free my nigga Bill, my nigga there one of a kind

He never got worried, but if I’m keeping it real, I’ma do that without trying

And none of you fuck niggas ain’t seeing us, y’all legally blind

Can’t be compared to none of these rap niggas, we really live our rhymes

Compare me to one of these big facts, I got cake all the time

Swear to God I was raised 'round them trap niggas who be backing down

Flew out of state, was making a date, but now I’m packing nines

I be all gas, no brakes, like it’s fuck traffic signs

Plus one of my niggas just died, we going through tragic times

Fuck 2020, I wish I could just press rewind

I promise that I will never stop until I see all my niggas shining

I’d go buy for one of my dawgs 'fore I buy these bitches diamonds

'Member when I used to starve, I was living like a viking

Had to turn these haters to believers, remember the titans

Standing in the rain

Been just tryna see, I’m tryna see if I can wash away the pain

Somehow, I maintain

Even though these crackers want me dead and locked up in the chain gang

Lord, do you hear me crying?

I know your love really real but I don’t know why we dying

I know that you see me trying

But I’m really in that field, I can’t put down my iron

See, way before this fame

Before I ever thought the world would know my name

I was riding 'round town snatching people’s chains

And I know that I should change, but that evil shit still be coming to my brain

Tryna keep it cool, starting to drive me insane

Standing in the rain

And he toting a big-ass flame, tryna turn one these fuck niggas right into a

stain

This is not a game, come run down on your block

'Cause that talking you doing done turned you to an opp

I tried to be good but they done turned me to a bad guy

Niggas from my hood with 'em acting like they from the other side

Feel like lately, all I see is homicide

Feel like lately, all I see is mama’s crying

Told my nigga move smart, I don’t wanna see you go away

Gotta stay smart so we clutching on this throwaway

Gotta stay a step ahead, never know how it might go today

Gotta always use your head, can’t let them trick you out your place

Standing in the rain

Been just tryna see, I’m tryna see if I can wash away the pain

Somehow, I maintain

Even though these crackers want me dead and locked up in the chain gang

Lord, do you hear me crying?

I know your love really real but I don’t know why we dying

I know that you see me trying

But I’m really in that field, I can’t put down my iron