Mental Issues - Jarren Benton, Sareena Dominguez

I got issues

I gotta get through

They’re gonna miss you when you’re gone

I need a life line

Will I take your breath away

Or will I take my last today?

I got issues

I feel like everything is just falling apart

I don’t feel the love so I question my heart

They only show you love when you’re blessed in the charts

They left me out to drown so I wrestle with sharks

I thought some of you niggas was friends

When they think your buzz is gone

Them niggas dipping to win

I got news pussy niggas, Benton in it to win

As soon as you bounce back

They right back with you again

Fuck em'

I fucked my marriage up a couple days ago

She deserved better I got ways to go

And why do I feel so numb the pain should make you grow

More antidepressants to down your throat

Uh

These fucking doctors trippin'

They give you cliche advice to offer you prescriptions

I try to hide the hurt like they can’t see a fucking difference

Avoid all of my friends so they can’t see a nigga slipping, uh

Stuck in a bed like fuck life

Sleep the day away

I don’t wanna get up, right

Unattended to my kids

No energy to throw the ball like I don’t wanna live

God I’m trippin' I see that I’m fucking blessed

Anxiety and fear beating my fucking chest

I know it’s just the sickness my fucking flesh

Tho we ashamed to face it

Defeated by fucking stress

I got issues

I gotta get through

They’re gonna miss you when you’re gone

I need a life line

Will I take your breath away

Or will I take my last today?

I got issues

Thousands of fans you think that I should feel something

But I focus on the negative

I don’t feel nothing like

Damn I’m supposed to be at the top

Maybe they think I fucking suck and that’s the reason I’m not

Ay what these other niggas got that put them up on the spot?

I keep getting overlooked I fear that I’ll never pop

Maybe they’ll give me props on the day that I rot

Never get the rose until your body dripping in crops

Damn

I’m sick of hearing I’m underrated

I hope the people spread the word, I appreciate it

That’s love

But to be honest with you I’m suffering

My demons taunt me everyday I feel like I’m stuck with them, uh

I understand why SwizZz rarely put out music

Cause he suffered with it too

Leaves your confidence ruined

Feeling empty

Too pussy to die

Pray you don’t tempt me

Bottle of vodka I rarely fuck with the henney

I’m living lower than my expectations

No celebration

Death got a reservation

I pray that I find the courage to ask somebody for help

Scared to let you see my weakness

Suppressing ways that I felt

Just know that you’re not alone

That’s why I’m writing this song

I feel it like you feel it

Just find a way to move on

Some days I feel like I’m living in Hell

Gotta find a cure for this mental health

I got issues

I gotta get through

They’re gonna miss you when you’re gone

I need a life line

Will I take your breath away

Or will I take my last today?

I got issues